Tuesday, 20 September 2016

Ur life, ur choice

Its 21st sept n i had my appoinment with dr today. While im waiting for my turn, i saw a message in wasep grup.

One of my classmate sent a photo of a bunch of medicine n he said "banyak ubat doh" followed by a cried emoji.

N i thought to myself he shud be grateful. Cus i received a bunch of pills like that every month.

Then, the whole class are wishing him to get well soon.

Its lucky u know, to receive dat kind of wish n replying thank you.

Its not like dat i never received dat wish pun. It just when i read it, it make me think, if i get the wish pun im not gonna recover. Hahahaha. Sounds like im losing hope en. Well, its true.

But every time i think of it, its remind me to one of my fren.

After my SPM, i work as a barista at McCafe, KLIA.

So one day, i had my break with dis one guy. He is a new crew (compare to me lah).

He keep asking if we need more personel at cafe (he is a crew at Mcd). But my manager said he dont want guy as barista.

So i asked him, y he really want to be a barista.

Oh ya, he is new, so he dont really hv frens overhere.

He said dat he used to be a bartender in KL.
(i dont see how it relate but i just nodded)

N then we started to change story, (theres only two of us in the crew room)

Make the long story short, he got kicked out from home by his own mum (i dun asked y, i think its a sensitive quest),  his father has passed away due to cancer, n he said he to, hv cncer (im not sure hes making it up or wt)

Here, he lived at his fren's cousin house with his fren.
Hahaha, pandai² lah korang nk paham cemana.

When i think of him, it make me feel grateful with my condition.

Its life, u dun have a choice but live it. But u can choose wether to be happy or vice versa.

Just think it dis way, if u feel like done with something,  YOU WILL GET THROUGH. No matter how hard its gonna be, u'll get through. If u being happy u still get through it, same goes if u choose to be worried, sad, depressed, u 'll still get through it.

Its ur life, ur choice.



Monday, 8 August 2016

Mother daughter time 💕

Hi,

As i mentioned in last post, i am a KMS student.

N i dun know y, i am tertibly homesick here. The thing is, i've stayed at hostel 4 like 5 years means dat this is not the 1st time i live apart from my family. (wth is wrong with me 😭)

I often blame SLE for it. LOL

Yesterday, on 7th august, it girl's turn for outing.
As usual, i go back home 🙆(my home is just 20 min from KMS, but still feeling homesick-its kinda stressing act 😴)

So, as i miss my mum so much, i decided to spent this whole day with her.
So, we cooked together, yeayy !

My mum made laksa johor n i made this kek lumut.

Laksa johor is kinda complicated, but kek lumut is easy like hell, 

Here r the recipe :

1 cup wheat flour
1 cup fine sugar
1/2 cup susu pekat manis
1 3/4 butter
10 eggs
1 cup horlicks pwder
1 cup marie cookies (blended until get texture like flour)7
1 cup kaya paste
A few drop of pndan paste (from sarawak)

First, hit the butter n the sugar until it turns white.
Then while mixture is beated, put all the eggs into the mixture one by one.
Then put in the susu pekat manis n horlick pwder.
Then add in the wheat flour n the maries cookies.
Last but not least add in the pndan paste.
Pour in loyang, steam for 1 hour n half.

Cooled before serve.

The colour may not be nice, but the taste is superb, i swear.

If u r creative u can modified this recipe like combining it with cheese caramel or, using oreo based.

Cooking is experimenting. 

Enjoy !

Friday, 5 August 2016

New start 😪

So, i decided to start blogging again, but this time, i want it to be more beneficial than before.

How ?

Im gonna blogging in English ! Yeay, hahaha.

(mungkin tak fully english but i'll try lah).

And, life here at KMS is the stressfull ever. And i think sharing my stories here will be a great way to reduce my stress.

Belum cuba belum tahu en.

Nobody reading my blog pun, lol.

And, i just realize that my English is pretty bad (well, i never been really good at it pun)

I really hope by blogging in English can fix my problem.


So, wish me luck.

#ifahqawiyy